A revelation from consistently taking these walks: the sky is a diva.
Dear Sky,
I required 75
days of
walking
the same terrain
to notice
you
are a diva!
Look at
you!
And look at
me, so
blind!
A revelation from consistently taking these walks: the sky is a diva.
I required 75
days of
walking
the same terrain
to notice
you
are a diva!
Look at
you!
And look at
me, so
blind!
How else would one know it's a poet taking a walk?
A Poetics
It's a poet,
not a
poem--
The poem is
less didactic,
more
discrete, or comes
across slant
like
the light you
left behind,
noise
-lessly weeping (or
laughing) at
day
A Bar Mitzvah, Napa style, for the young friend who was my research source for cryptocurrency information that I used in my novels. So proud of him. And I walked the lovely setting.
Bar Mitzvah
To release a
child into
adulthood
is to welcome
survival into
ethics.
Praise the Lord.
Halelu Yah.
Amen.
My walk was interrupted by my genius-gardener neighbor who came out to give dahlias. Aren't they all--gardener and flowers--lovely?!
You see me
walking by
oblivious
to my surroundings
and paying
attention
only to what
sounds leak
from
my hand-held iPhone.
You ground
me
back to earth
through lovely
dahlias
generous in scale,
color, and
variety.
In seeing them
I see
you,
humanity at its
best, and
our
shared world. Flowers
become more
lovely
for revelations beyond
their expected
beauty.
To everything there need not be a season. This year's double-Spring may achieve something at which the prior year failed. We planted this orange mandarin tree last season and it didn't fruit. But now, near November, we're seeing green possibilities for 2023 mandarins! We await with bated breath. (Hm: how does one bate a breath anyway?)
They appear when
you're not
waiting.
But when they
appear, it's
uncertain
whether they're blessings.
Perhaps this
means
everything should exist
within its
season.
But orange mandarins
might sweeten
Christmas.
I couldn't walk far today as I woke up with a pain in my right foot. I'm not sure if it's because of my walks, but thought to give it a rest. Still, I did manage to walk far enough to the backyard. So I can show it to you without its flame tree. You can see a cross marked across the remaining tree stump.
A Parenthetical
A cross marks
where once
you
thrived with leaves
evoking bright
flames
But gravestones fail
at representing
fire
like how poems
cannot (re)present
you
Synchronistically, in today’s walk I came across flame trees to remind of what we had to cut down yesterday in the back yard. I’ve written poems on flame trees—the first time I recall seeing them were by some beach or shoreline while visiting Silliman University. I believe I was with Krip Yuson, Susan Lara and Jimmy Abad, among others. A jeepney excursion after a writers’ workshop… But am I remembering this correctly? The flame trees, even if I made them up (hah) were the only clear take-away from that experience… that solidified only because I entered them in poems. I should enter everything I want to remember in poems, even if the memories are fake. Poems make falsities real.
Certain revelations require
fire for
erasing
small matters for
more important
revelations:
I'm reminded "poems
make falsities
real."
While I did my daily walk, it was delayed by having to attend to the unfortunate circumstance of taking down what had been a magnificent flame tree in the backyard. I called it "flame tree" because, when it was healthy, it would blossom with leaves in all shades of red. Sadly, some infection within the soil started killing it ("like cancer," Tom said). The first thing the tree guys said when they arrived was something like "Boy, that tree is dying quickly!" So we took it down. Flame Tree--thank you for your presence in our first two years in this house. You were magnificent.
Photos are shown in chronological order of the tree being taken down, before its remains were pulped:
Tree-lined paths--whether they are roads or entrances--are favored scenic routes. Trees are often welcoming.
The Hay(na)ku of Trees
Line your paths
with trees
to
feel welcomed wherever
you may
go
Walking in early morning mist, a laden truck suddenly appears. It’s carrying either grapes or pomace (the solid remains after pressing grapes—like skin, seeds and stems—to make the liquid must, the first step in winemaking). With more such travelers throughout the valley, one can get deliciously perfumed by air.
Not the leavings,
but important
ingredients
for relishing life
so much
even
air becomes an
a perfumed
embrace
These photographs are not about the lovely featured garden but about how quickly light can change. The two photos were taken within the same two seconds. The lesson: things can change swiftly and unexpectedly; behave appropriately, especially as regards what warrants your love.
If
the sun
is ever present
how
do sunlit
days become rare?
Whenever I see a house amidst vineyards, I feel it as a jewel inlaid within a beautiful setting. It is one of the most romantic sightings possible.
Once upon a time, I had that hope. Then wildfires came... which makes it doubly poignant whenever I spy a house like this. Once upon a time, I had that hope:
Vineyard Architecture
If houses are
judged by
gardens,
then vineyards create
palaces from
shacks.
I'm not the only poet who's raised the ferocity of flowers in their poetry. Ferocious flowers, like these white-bloomed lovelies who refuse to abide by the lines drawn by hedges. Grin. The images also says something about poetics: break proscriptions and be more beautiful for doing so.
A White-Petalled Flower Disrupts the Hedge's Neat, Green Line
We broke rules
all the
way
to the most
satisfactory result:
Beauty
Birds are no small matter. Flying wild animals can trip utility lines and, in worst cases, create wildfires. This can happen when an electrocuted bird falls to the ground and, with ground being drought-dry nowadays, spark a fire. It also happens as follows:
A bird can rest on one wire with no problem. But touching two wires simultaneously or touching one wire and a piece of grounded equipment, such as a transformer, can cause trouble.
“When electrocutions happen, it’s not unusual for the water in the animal cells to be instantly turned to steam,” said James Dwyer, a wildlife biologist also at E.D.M. International and a co-author of the paper. “It explodes the cells, and it’ll blow off a limb.”--from "How An Electrocuted Bird Might Start a Wildfire" by Carolyn Wilke, The New York Times, June 29, 2022
It's the zeitgeist that when I see a bird perched on a utility wire nowadays, the above is what comes to mind. I used to just wave cheerfully at them. C'est la vie.
No Small Matter in Wildfire Country
May birds forever
soar against
sky,
their trails as
joyous as
I
hope our community
will be
forever.
This will be the last post for this project. This project has done its job in making me begin to walk away from my computer chair--I promise...